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MOMENT OF TRUTH, THE END: CHAPTER 2

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  JINHWAN “You never know what you have until it’s gone…”   “I have nothing to talk anymore.”             I heard Bobby’s voice, reply to Hanbin before turned to him and start to walk away. His voice sound so weak. At that moment, I know something already happened to him. I know this is not Bobby that I know all this year. I know this is not the same person that always teasing me, making fun of me. I know this is not the same person who always be the first one to his brothers. I know this is not my Jiwon.               “It’s okay, hyung. He want me to leave, then I will… don’t worry about me. Don’t have to mind about me. I’m ok.”             Once again, I heard Bobby’s voice. His voice sound very slow, more like his whisper to himself. I can saw he shut his eyes, and tried to breathe deeply. After ...
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MOMENT OF TRUTH, THE END: CHAPTER 1

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  BOBBY “If you want me to go, then I will…”   Hurt. It is just hurt, damn much. Its kill me. Softly, deeply. But, what can I do, right? Want it or not, I need to accept it. God already choose me. And I know, He only choose His strongest soldiers for the hardest battle. Right? I tried to think positive, to stay positive. Try hardest to accept the reality that slap my face right now. But, what can you expect me to do? Smile widely? Or laughing out loud when the doctor said that I’m diagnose with throat cancer, or more specific is Supraglottic Cancer, that effects the epiglottis, which is a piece of cartilage that blocks food from going into my windpipe.             “Are you okay, Jiwon?”             My manager voice make me turned to him and nodded weakly. My manager seem concern about me. I guess? I do not know. I do not know how to react anymore. I do not ...
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